love everywhere, exploding maims and blinds
so i got a new tattoo:

so why the bracket before the "love"? it's from an ee cummings poem that i really like. you can read the poem here. take a look at the last line of the poem. let me know what you think (you too mama—what do you think?).

/dr.

it's christmas time again!
i love christmas. for real. but it seems like a lot of people hate this time of the year for one reason or another. other people just don't find beauty in this holiday.

last year my friend asked our teacher how his christmas holidays went. his reply, "i fackin' love christmas, it's the biggest excuse in the world to veg for two fackin' weeks." i joke about all the time...but for real!? that's the meaning of christmas? veggin' for two fackin' weeks?

last week i asked someone if he was pumped for christmas. his reply, "i REALLY don't like christmas...with all the shopping and stuff...AHHH...i don't like it" so christmas is about shopping?

so when the rest of the world has their shopping and veggin' to do (or whatever else they do to occupy their holidays). i'll keep with my holiday tunes, my christmas teas, my love for people i don't get to see regularly and the beautiful thought that there's a god who would be crazy enough to be born in bowl that animals eat from...just because he loves me and this screwed up world that i'm surround with. absolutely beautiful.

love,
/dr.

i'm an idiot.

situation #1. i spilled coffee on my laptop. pretty dumb, but it's a-ok.

situation #2. with the money that i saved up over the summer, i decided to buy myself a new digital camera. i figure that it would be a good investment into my future career. so i bought the Sony Alpha 100 DSLR. mega-pumped! (refer to previous post) i go to a wedding last week. the camera is in my backpack. so is a can of hairspray. try to fill the blanks...

/dr.

i'm such an idiot. i wish i could punch myself repeatedly in the kidneys. people like me deserve it.